Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
U noe What???? MY PHONE BUANG!! Buang means spoil. Its shit. I went airpork yesterdae and thats is when i realise phone has buang. I cannot receive smses. And this has been going on for days. No wonder some pple tot that i have been ignoring them. I am so sorry!!! I am damn upset now regarding that cos i cannot receive smses and my mode of communication is gone. A warning to my MMM Comm: Beware coz the MMM curse is back. hahaha. Went out to the airpork to mug with hariz, zanna and Merin!! Miss those times we used to have. hahaha hariz really scared me in the airport. Had fun with u guys...and to Merin: Dun worry about anythin. I am glad that we have this telepathy kind of thing. hahaha u always know that i am sad or upset and you gif me a call or sms me. Love u gurl. Hope you had fun at Suntec=)
One more week has passed. I felt damn tired this week. I think almost everyone did. Due to my tiredness, I lost my temper with Jaggi on Wednesday. I found him extremely irritating and I scolded him alot. This made him cried alot. I think i was a bit too much coz he is still young and naive and doesnt noe what the real life is about. He came down with a fever the next day. Got a sms from mom durin chem lecture dat jaggi has high fever. I felt so bad and gulity. Right after chem lecture, I rushed to jaggi's school to pick him up. His body was damn hot (In terms of temperature). 2 make up for it, I bought him his fav food. Till 2dae, he still has fever. His highest was 39.3 degree celcius. D doc sae its some kind of virus which has mutated in his body (BIO!!) Hope he gets well soon n will try not to scold him that much!!
On Friday, I had lunch with some of the no.6s and story-telling session. We were telling each other ghost stories in the council room. Remind me of the time i had with the no.5s. We used to tell ghost stories too in the council room. Need to go. Need to watch a ghost story now:)
xx signed off at 7:24 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
i have no idea what i am feelin now. I think it is a feeling of being crushed, tired, lonely and many other things. Jus got back my mid-yr result. It sucks apparently. The no. of hours put in studyin is not equal to the results gotten. I thought I would have done better cos i knew how to do most of the questions. My confidence level is low at the moment and I know I have to pick myself up and start working even harder.
Yesterday, I went to this place. This place was dull, was somethin i couldnt imagine living in. However when i went in, I was welcomed in with warmth with smiles. It really shocked me. I was thinkin how could they smile when they are in here. I think it is just the effect of the cruel,mean n unpleasant world on me. It was a real eye-opener for me.
I will end here. But before that, I want to thank my mom for everythin. I know things are hard for u mom but i will be there for u. Dad is gonna be away for the next 2 years, working in a foreign land.
xx signed off at 10:49 PM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Before i Start, wanna sae that the previous post was supposed to be on the 23rd June 2008 but my com crash and so i could not really publish it!
Ok now an official start to the post. Have been too busy to blog. Reasons: 1. Mid Years 2. Catching up on sleep 3. Jaggi fell very sick!
Mid-years have been bad and the results are worse. I dun understand why the results are so bad when we studying so hard. Maybe it is JC. The midyrs have been alot better than promos. And I have promised myself and mom that Prelims would be better. This means that I have to start studying. After Maths Paper 2 and Econs paper, I got to know Jaggi fell sick. His fever was super high. He was very weak. I know that Mom was very worried but she didnt say it. After my papers, I went WS KFC with Fuzzy, Mars, Malina, JJ, Marcus, Ching ying, Ray, John and Shane. I couldnt eat cuz i was a veggie that dae. I bought papaya for Jaggi from NTUC but sadly, he didnt eat so Mom and I ate the papaya. Wanna sae Sorry to Jia. Sorry that I Could not go out with you cuz Jaggi was sick. Thanks for the Friendship band. Sorry to the girls in my class too that I couldnt join u guys for dinner.
Since I couldnt go out with Jia or the girls, I was rottin at home with Jaggi. Jaggi was sleeping most of the time due to the medicines while I had to stay awake jus in case somethin happens. I watch 4 movies. All hindi. My Old Fav Movies actually: Maine Pyar Kiya, Hum Aapke hai Kuon, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai and Dil To Pagal Hai. You noe what?? I finally understand the storyline of Dil To Pagal Hai. It took many years to understand it. It was released when I was in P2. From then, I kept watching the movie in order to understand the movie. Finally, Now in J2, I got the storyline. I have watch Maine Pyar Kiya and Hum Aapke Hai Kuon like 1000 times. Why?? Cos 1. it is romantic. 2. Salman Khan is so cute in it. hahaha I know most of the dialogues in the movie alreadi! Kuch Kuch Hota Hai is also romantic. This is how i spent my 2 days.
There is still 1 more part to my 2 days. On Tues evening, I got to find out that there is a Bollywood radio station. FINALLY!!! I could like listen to Hindi Songs hosted by a Indian RJ. Its so FUN!!
To all Bollywood listeners, tune in to 96.3 FM from 5pm to 8pm to listen to Bollywood songs. Pure india!!
Therefore, I wanted a radio in my study room so that I can listen to Hindi Songs and study at the same time. So i took nana's help and brought the radio (which mom doesnt uses) into my room. Mom came back and saw the radio in my room. She was like why u did that. Then after that she had an idea of doing somethin. Throughout the whole night, mom,nana and I were like shiftin furniture around the house. Now my study room has become my room. And it is so COZY!!!! I love it!Yea!
OK 1 more thing. I have this dream now. I want my Angel Baby. Angel Baby is gonna be my dog's name. I want a dog which I can call my own. I want ANGEL BABY!!
